立志实现梦想的阿富汗女孩
我以诚挚的内心书写此篇文章。我将勇敢追梦直至生命最后一刻。
Afghanistan, Southern Asia
Story by Tahmina. Translated by Jie Li
Published on November 14, 2021.
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我现年20岁。我出生时，我的国家叫阿富汗斯坦伊斯兰共和国。[1] 就在几周前，我的祖国被塔利班占领。在我的祖国，女孩们曾经可以勇敢地追寻自己的梦想，没有实现梦想的女孩也许最后会抱憾离世。我就是那个女孩，勇于追逐梦想，并立志在有生之年实现梦想。
我的学习之路从学习技术开始。在阿富汗，像我这种生在一个中产阶级的家庭的孩子，能上学是一个了不起的事情，特别还因为我是一个女生。在我小的时候，上大学，有工作对我来说就是一个遥远的梦。想要实现梦想就需要逆着社会潮流和人们的思想，但这并非易事。所以我在学校拼命学习，拿到最高分，向我的家人证明我还是大有作为的。技术专业一直是属于男生的专业，这都是我攻读技术专业的原因。我成为了班级第一。我的目标一直是学习新事物，让我的家人过上该有的生活。
过去的半个月内 [2]，塔利班控制了阿富汗。塔利班袭击了阿富汗后，国家随之沦陷。我的人生也从天堂跌倒了谷底。在此之前，我和家人过着美好的生活，我在国内最好的大学里攻读计算机专业。直到现在，我还希望这是一场可怕的噩梦，我醒来后，这一切都会结束。但是，我认为我应该接受现实。我的梦想、我的家人就是那黑暗里的一缕阳光。我曾经听别人讲过，人生中最苦难的事情就是死亡。但是，我现在意识到了，孤独绝望地或者比死亡还要可怕。人生中最痛苦的事情莫过于活在这世上，因为自己爱的人而假装幸福。
我热爱我的梦想，热爱希望，热爱14年奋斗的自己，我热爱一切。我就像这有翅膀无法飞翔，被困在牢笼里的鸟儿。我的梦想就是攻读计算机学专业，我的目标一直是学习新事物。
我的人生里唯一的那束光就是我的家人。能够拥有一个思想开明又全力支持我实现梦想的家庭是何等的幸运。我会用知识的力量努力冲破束缚，如果我成功做到了，我会为其他女孩创造出实现梦想的机会。我想说，我仍然是那个为了追梦而不惜一切的女孩。
黑暗固然可怕，但黑夜中的星星足够照亮未来的人生。
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Tahmina
I'm 20 years old and I live in Kabul, Afghanistan. I was a computer science student in one of the top universities in my country. Moreover, my biggest dream is to study computer science and to work in the field of technology, plus I want to create opportunities for girls like me. Finally, I have never travelled, so I really would like to travel the world once in my life.
Due to safety concerns, Tahmina is choosing not to publish her full name or picture.
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